Warrior

They call me Warrior. Defender. Down a walkway. This is what I am called, and who I am formed to be. Its interesting because in the new revelations of myself, my gift is sensitivity and compassion with a big heart to hold it all in. It seems that my name and my nature is very contradicting. A compassionate warrior. A soft defender. Tends to a be necessity for explanation. Over and over, I have been told of God’s goodness and that He is Love. It is not an action, it is His entire being. And if He loves you, He has destined good for you. In contradiction, my experience has cast me into a dramatic play where one of my greatest attributes is the poison used to destroy me. Kelley’s heart, so tender and passionate is the gateway for the abusive to trounce on. Isn’t that the inherent downfall of irony. The one thing to treasure and to be denounced by. But there is goodness to come for I am loved by Him. My unbalanced equation will be correctly computed into a whole and perfect solution. My gifts and my defeats will be weaved into one oxymoron. Like the God of the Universe, the Lion and the Lamb, the righteous and the merciful, the living water and consuming fire. I am compassionate warrior. I am soft defender. I am Kelley Alexis.